I’m a man of promise. Breaking a promise is like betrayal; I would never want to be a traitor. Trust has always been an issue so if I trust you, be happy I’ve opened up to you.

Right now I could care less about anything, but bouncing myself upward from this free fall. I want to be happy as I’ll always cherish the good over the bad like gold sifted through dirt.

I live to learn.

No words can express the blank emotions that are painted on this canvas. I’m speechless. It’s true, bitches love to get hurt. Now excuse me while I go stealth from all this, but I’ve really begun to question myself and my personal traits. Whatever doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, and I’m not dead yet. Whatever. I want to improve. I’ve only stumbled slightly along this journey, and there’s no room for weakness. I’m still happy for what it’s worth because through struggles is when you truely can cherish the happy moments and people you share it with. Thus, embrace both at the same time. Be thankful, whatever causes pain, envelops pain. There’s always room for forgiveness.

At least for me there is.

Man, what a wild ride it has been. Like a roller coaster, you know what to expect. You get on, you slowly rise to the top feeling very curious what you’ve gotten yourself into. Your heart races, thoughts are intrigued, and just the sudden burst of adrenaline flowing through your body before the course sets on track. You drop, and you suddenly only want to live in that moment. You have no idea how long this rush would last. Your on this ride of your life, just filled with such amusement and joy, but for any ride, the tracks can only extend for so long. You come to a slow stop, but before you depart, you catch your breath and can’t explain how much fun you had. Words can’t expression how much fun it was while it lasted, I’ve really embraced and learned so much. I’ll take what I can and learn from it, there’s always room for improvement, but now it’s time to get more assertive and strive for greater things. Only through struggles where you really realize what you’ve had or been given. To be able to blossom and grow from mistakes, you cherish the grateful things in life and never take things for granted. Emotions have fluctuated and thoughts have been provoked, but at the end of the day, I know what I want.

No more Mr. Nice guy… YOLO

Now that my strings are cut, it’s time to start pulling strings. The puppet master has reawakened.

Live with honesty, love without regret, grow with Optimism.

That is thy mantra, and something I will never change. We live each day learning new things, meeting new encounters, believing what we feel in our hearts. Take the good from the bad, as life will get hard on you. Stumbling in the wrong direction can spiral down into a dark void that many may have experienced a couple times and won’t forget, but it’s how you direct yourself in a greater light. It’s struggles in our lives is what truely makes us grow as human beings. Please learn that life has balance. So if your happy, there will be times where you’ll feel out of it. Same goes for love, so be ready to get your heart broken. So don’t weakness envelop you as a whole, love your life in which you choose to mold your destiny.

Everyone dies, but not everyone lives. Embrace those who come in and out of your life, don’t fill your heart with malice. This is my philosophy on life, so take it how it is. Laugh when your happy, cry when you need to. Now it’s your decision now to live and learn.

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(Source: albertposis)